What's wrong with me?

I don't mean to sound like Debbie Downer, but I haven't touched this blog in forever!  The funny thing is, I can think of interesting things that I'd like to write about when I'm falling asleep at night, but by the morning the idea has left me and I can't remember for the LIFE of me what it was that I wanted to write.  So the cycle goes, and my poor blog goes untouched.

Our life is pretty quiet right now.  Baby girl seems to be getting healthier, although she still has a cough that sounds terrible.  I said I wasn't going to do it, but I am...I'm watching this season of biggest loser.  There's a 5'8" man on the show that weighs like 400 pounds...but the thing is, he's hard to root for.  He has a MAJOR addiction to food, so I'm not convinced that 3 months on the ranch is going to save his life.  I think the MOMENT he gets voted off and goes home he will fall back into the situation that got him to 400 pounds to begin with.  I could be wrong, let's hope that I am.

I am also in a rut.  Since my diet last year at this time, I have gained back 6 pounds and I hate those 6 pounds but I'm having a very hard time losing them.  At the beginning of the year I decided to actually use the P90X videos that I had bought a while back.  I did the 1st workout, caught a cold and didn't work out again for 2 weeks.  Since then, I've been trying to do a video every other night - although sometimes I still don't get it done and skip an extra night in between.  It's such an intense workout and makes me so sore that there's no way I could do it every night...not to mention my knees feel like they get so swollen that my knee caps are going to explode off.

It's super-bowl Sunday this weekend, and last year I had a JC meal during super-bowl...I hope I can keep from gaining 5 pounds at this one, since we are the ones hosting a party and offering up terrible things for people to eat!!